my past... stranded life....

it was such a coincidence, and i didn't expect that i would fell for it.
thinking about that night, damn! it was such a "cheezy" moment.
by then we've spent a lot of time together
with those simple plans of yours still i never say never
every night we're talking about the things that happened
by all means of doubt, people started to ask about us
well, i just ignored them for i know they're just trying to make a fuss

days passed by and we began to get along and steady
every time i get up, i always make sure we're both ready
all i knew was i had you as a friend
still keeping myself resisting but it's too hard to pretend
yeah i know you noticed it too
do you still remember those words you've whispered?
i myself can't believe that you possibly said it
and who am i to say that i didn't fell for it?

after all those days that i chose to stay away
i have always wanted to, yet you're there blocking my way
it ain't easy to forget once i see those smiles you throw
you know how to convince me but not all the time- for sure
in the end i will agree without doubt just for you
just thinking that its nothing but feels right for me to do

for me those moments of laughter was worth the time
even though i know you can never be mine
so at last i did what i had to do
even though it tears me apart
i know i can handle things even if it breaks my heart
those moments with you are just part of my past
i consider it as one of the best and it will take a lot of time for someone else to surpass..

until now i can say that I'm still the same person
looking at this thing that you gave me may be one of the reason
no one ever made me to take this off
for every time i look at it, it reminds me...
how my life used to be... those moments with you...
was the time i felt the best and existing...

-ai saretai