The life of an empty Star - ka echosan

Do you know how my life really is?
do you know what i really feel about this?
here's some point to think of people
cause this is the only time that i can be able

how do i do it?
some of the questions i rarely entertain
what do you think of it?
people think that i consider it as a game

lots of questions that i couldn't possibly think of
that without emotions i can always speak of
things may seem as simple as it is
like people who judge other people with a bliss

but do they know what is like to feel this way
a feeling that just don't last for a day
living a life that look so perfect to other people
they never realize how much it costs for me to be able
to live a life and make it look perfect just like tonight
a life that dies after the spotlight

its not a joke and its not even simple
and its always very predictable
oh you think i had enough?
so here's some more to know its rough

is it true?
questions tainted with lies and doubts
what can you say about it?
confirming fake details like its true already

lots of questions that i hardly think of about
ignoring my emotions without a doubt
things just come and go
and its all over after the show

but do they know what is like to feel this way
a feeling that just don't last for a day
living a life that look so perfect to other people
they never realize how much it costs for me to be able
to live a life and make it look so perfect under the light
a life that fades after tonight

its not that easy to live a life of fame
cause for most people its just a game
a glamorous life with expensive things
an empty material life
like breaking free is impossible
pressure is so visible
wanting to catch a breathe and have a peace of mind
and i wish i can leave it all behind