what I thought before...

I thought I was falling, I thought so indeed.. it was worth my calling, I thought I was in need.. things just happened in an instant, wasn't meant to be in the end.. I thought it was going to remain constant, well at least I enjoyed at first.. it was worth the time indeed, never thought that I have to plead.. things just happened in an instant, but it didn't last that long.. I thought I was falling, well I guess that's what I wanted deep inside.. but in the end I've realized that I was just rushing things, it was really obvious and impossible to hide.. the feeling was somewhat real, but its complicated and was never worth to seal.. and just after giving myself enough time to think, I realized how funny I was.. It was never meant to be and I was just rushing things that I thought I was falling for someone and in the end got hurt, it was my fault indeed and I will never deny that fact.. it was worth it, but I could have shown more.. its a little sad, cause of the time I've somewhat wasted.. but it wasn't as bad as it sounds, for I had fun and it just wasn't meant to be in the end.. I thought I was falling for you, well that's what I thought before.. sorry for bothering, I was just wondering.. things have changed a lot, I thought it will remain the same after all this time.. but I was wrong, I thought it will be and again I was wrong.. I thought I was falling for you, but yeah, that was what I thought before... ^_^